A feeling of ecstasy.

For almost 8 hours I felt nothing but freedom.

Nothing but connection to the moment, to my surroundings, and to the people around me.

No anxiety. No worry. No fear. No ego. No inhibitions.

It’s not an overstatement to write that it was one of, if not the most, powerful experiences I’ve had in my life.

The whole night could have been a dream if it wasn’t for the impact I still feel, as I write this one week later.

To feel so light, so articulate, so egoless, and so in love with a moment has been liberating. To have your senses elevated and to experience light, music, taste, touch, a kiss while high was nothing but incredible.

To share that with another person made me feel safe. I’ve never felt such love and admiration for another person as I did at that time. It’s like I could experience the truth in both of us and, importantly, could accept and embrace it.

I know I shouldn’t chase that feeling but everyone deserves to have that experience at least once in their lifetime.

It’s like it’s unlocked something in me. I feel connected to life in a way I haven’t before.